Hi my name is Syrbastyian Vzampfyier. This blog is about expressing the things I think and feel plus it will also include letters I have written plus my poems and thoughts. I hope you will enjoy reading everything and I hope that my mind may advance yours and your mind advance mine as well. Thank you all, Syrbastyian.
Sunday, 14 February 2010
Poem: "I Know I Have Said It"
Friday, 25 December 2009
Poem: Come With Me
you and I.
Go with me,
a new life.
Dance with me,
together in rhythm.
Come with me,
you, me, us,
this time.
Poem: IF YOU ASK
If you ask me to cook for you,
I will say sure what would you like.
If you ask me to massage you,
I will say certainly what oil would you like.
If you ask me to kiss you,
I will say definitey its my pleasure to.
If you ask me to hold you,
I will say absolutely I will hold you all night.
If you ask me to die for you,
I will say, yes I am able to,
BUT I will live for you and not die, that I promise you.
Syrbastyian (Amaya)
Saturday, 31 October 2009
Poem: Love You, Two
I like your nose.
I like your toes.
I like you feet.
You have nice teeth.
I like your smile,
it shines through your beautiful eyes.
I like the clothes you wear,
especially when you have no underwear.
I like all things about you.
I guess I am trying to say is that I like you.
Syrbastyian (Amaya)
Thursday, 22 October 2009
Poem: There Is
If there is love, let me know it, for it's knowing is greater than the loss of it.
If there is love, let me see it, the radiant beauty of it will burn in me when my eyes can no longer see.
If there is love, let me hear it, it's heavenly sound fills me with tears, and it reverberates through me soul when my ears fails in winter years.
If there is love, let me feel it, the loss of it will destroy me, crush my soul to nothingness, turn me dead inside
but this pales to never having felt the love of true love.
One may learn to love again? and may find another love?
Of true love, only love, real love. one can never experience that again.
For this love is made of the stars, it's made of dreams, It is a millenium event.
Born and destine to be.
This love, once had can never be blessed again upon we.
If there i love, let me touch it, to hold in my arms while it sleeps.
A simple kiss, Oh! how magical, to feel it's caress on my lips.Hold close and lay in love, for the two become as one.
If there is love, let me experience it, It is the most joy est thing that one can have in all one's years.
If there is love, let me have it, even if it one day I may lose it? having it is far greater than my tears and empty years.
If there is love, There is love.
By Syrbastyain (Amaya)
Saturday, 10 October 2009
Poem: Come Again
Here's some news,
I am free from 2 to 5,
Wish to see your heavenly wings.
Wish to fly with you in the clear blue sky.
But if i remember yamada or ? has reserved you,
Alas not enough time.
No need to worry, no need to cry.
Time will come again,
To meet, to share, to enjoy our smiles.
Until then keep our thoughts and time together in happy memories,
For we are born to be, you and I.
By Syrbastyian (Amaya)
Sunday, 10 May 2009
Poem: Dream
Off to sleep I go,
To journey through various dreams,
I will see you there,
With your princess glow and angel wings.
When I wake,
I will know,
You are not just my sleeping fantasy.
My dream,
My dream come true,
My reality.
Monday, 27 April 2009
Poem: Love You, One
Love your nose,
Love your toes,
Love your clothes,
Love you with no clothes,
All I am trying to say is I love you.
Syrbastyian Amaya
Friday, 27 February 2009
" SOMETIMES "
Sometimes I feel I am the summer storms that blow her off the trees.
To fall so gentle and gracefully like light pink snow on the breeze.
And yet, in this beautiful action, she will wither and disappear or worse be trodden under feet.
Sometimes I think I am the tree, standing strong to support her needs.
Providing a safe haven to relax, to grow, to blossom so that she may become as wonderfully magnificent as she can be.
Her internal-external beauty and radiance enthralls me, captivates and goes through me.
She holds me. I can not run away or escape.
But do I really want to.
Confused.
I could break her. Crush her petals.
Chase her and force her away from me.
It would be oh so easy.
But I can not, want not, will not.
Hurting her is hurting me.
Hurting is her would be killing me.
What to do?
This scares me, she scares me, opening scares me.
Break the walls, keep the walls, make a hole in the walls.
Move forward, move back, move closer, move away, move nothing, move to stay.
Pause, wait, go.
Take the plunge, sit on my hands.
What to do? What to do?
I am honest but should I be.
Honesty can hurt but honesty is me.
I want to be faithful but can I be.
Maybe I will not.
Ever be.
Need to be.
Point may break, point to change, point to think.
The point may be major or may be mundane.
Oh but but, but oh.
The thought of her makes my heart flutter.
The sight of her makes my heart pound like a sledgehammer.
The feel of her body against mine, next to mine.
Her fragrance all around me, covering me like a perfect blanket.
The sweet honey taste of her on my lips.
I die and am reborn with each breath, each touch, each taste.
Each time, every time.
Sometimes I am sure.
Sometimes I am confused
She is always a wonder, a mystery, magic.
Sometimes I am the summer storms.
Sometimes I am the tree.
Syrbastyian
Friday, 30 January 2009
Poem: Say I Love You
If I say "I love you" everyday,
does that make the words mean less.
If I say "I love you", once a year.
Does that make the words mean more.
How about I just say,
I love you.
Tuesday, 5 February 2008
Poems about Love, Love lost & Love to not be
Poem: Are You Real
" Are You Real "
Are you real or just my dream, my fantasy.
I must be dreaming, the beauty in my arms.
You with your arms around me.
Softly spoken but your words give energy and power to me.
Body of sweet magnificant heavenly delights.
Your body lying next to me.
You give me strenght, hope and joy.
You make me happy.
I hope I can give be the same for you.
Are you real or just my dream, my fantasy.
You are beauty in my arms.
You are heavenly.
By Syrbastyian Vzampfyier
Poem: My Gift For You
" My Gift For You "
If I were rich,
I would buy to the world and give it to you.
If I were a god,
I would take down the stars and wrap them around you like jewels.
But I am only a man,
A man you see.
All I can give you,
is me.
By Syrbastyian Vzampfyier
Poem: Close Your Eyes
" Close Your Eyes "
Like the day always sinks into the night.
The winds and the wolves howl for sadness tonight.
The moon calls for love and blood alike.
I can hear the shadows whispering as the dance around street lights.
My heart is truly emptied as you finally close your eyes.
You asked if I love you, and I said yes I do.
Your face shone so brightly then you said I love you.
You asked me if can it and I said you are not going to lose.
Then the pain cut through your body and there was nothing, nothing I could do.
You said I must be brave, be strong, be your warrior knight.
There is one thing your love must give me, please close my eyes.
I held you close to me, as you slowly fell asleep.
You are in a land of peace, a dreamland. No more pain to fight.
My heart was torn to pieces, on the blackened howling night.
I miss you so very deeply, my soul quakes for you.
I can not seem to find my way, without you in my life.
My tears are full of sadness and my heart is full of whys.
If there is a god out there then give the answer tonight.
Why did you take her, why did they have to die.
Why do we suffer so, only to get peace as we finally close our eyes.
By Syrbastyian Vzampfyier
Poem: Just A Day
" Just A Day "
Hair of golden sunshine.
Eyes blazing like emeralds.
Skin soft as silk and satin.
You are beauty through and through.
I wonder if you feel my heart that beats so strong for you.
I do not think it will happen, I do not think it will come true.
I have watched you as you walk by with elegance in your stride.
In every single gesture and movement you are poetry in breathe taking motion.
I do not wish to interfere in your life in anyway.
But if your train stops at my station, I hope you might stay.
Look into my eyes.
Can you see and feel the fire in them for you.
Let me be you light.
If not for a lifetime then maybe just for a day.
By Syrbastyian Vzampfyier
Poem: D & L
" D & L "
Come over my love, take me by the hand.
Everyone has given up on you but I remain to stand.
Now come my love. Pack your bags and pack your habit.
You do not need it, just leave it alone.
You only need me so angel lets go home.
Stretched out in the corner, smacked out of your mind.
The drugs have consumed your body and now they consume your mind.
Do you recognize me? I am the one who lifted you up to the sky.
Wasted again. Can you feel my love or it is just gaps in time.
Have faith in me, you can fight for time.
all it needs is a little work so don't you expect me to give up on our life.
You are my faith, you are in my blood, you are my spirit.
I do not hear what others say, No I never listen.
I know under your haze you love me so I am here to stay.
Stretched out in the corner, smacked out of your mind.
The drugs have consumed your body and now they consume your mind.
Leave it alone, just leave it alone.
I can not on fighting your demons forever.
You have got to help you yourself or life will fall to pieces.
Does it get any better, doe it get any worse?
I do not know anymore, so come over here and let me hold you in my arms.
Together we can ride out the storm.
By Syrbastyian Vzampfyier
Poem: In Days Of Old
" In Days Of Old "
In days of old when we were young, our romance had just begun.
In days of old our love was new, growing stronger with the years.
Like ourselves when we were children.
When I look back on our bygone years.
A smile spreads across to my face.
My heart and eyes swell with happy tears of joy.
We have raised our children well, taught and shown them what we know.
They have families of their own now.
As we relax on our back porch watching our grandchildren play.
Our hearts grow closer still.
In days of old, our spirits stood still for all the magic and beauty.
Our lives have been full.
In days of old, you and I walked hand in hand.
Over the years nothing has changed.
We love each other more now than yesterday.
In days of old, sometimes rainbows floated in the sky.
Now magnificent incandescent rainbows fill the sky.
By Syrbastyian Vzampfyier
Poem: Winter Days
" Winter Days "
The wind blows cold on our cities streets.
It seems to freshen the air and sweeten the streets.
The parties are all over, now it is time to sleep.
feel the warmth of love and lovers to meet.
So keep warm as the days start to move slower.
Hold your love and set the room with fire.
Bedroom romance, candle light, cabin fires and hot chocolate.
And the one you love to keep you warm inside.
Brown leaves rustling beneath our feet, warm colours for our eyes to feat.
While children play with a whirlwind down the other end of the esplanade.
Romantic dinners, winter strolls in the park under starlit nights.
Arm in arm, hold each other warm and tight.
Feel love for you today, feel love for you tonight, feel love for you.
And through the winter days of our life, I shall keep you warm and safe at night, always.
By Syrbastyian Vzampfyier
Poem: Guess Not To Be
" Guess Not To Be "
Sitting on some marble steps of nowhere in particular.
Freezing my arse off, it is not a pleasant sensation.
Waiting for some transport to take me where I am going.
People walking by me, discussing the importance of nothing.
Thinking of my feelings.
Wishing I was in bed with you.
Keeping each other warm and safe on this cold and lonely night.
Travelling home on the bus.
The closer I get, the harder it is to know.
Happiness building inside me with sadness at its feet.
You look so peaceful there, lying in your sleep.
I wish I knew the feelings inside your heart.
Why do I do this, got to think straight.
This is so good, that is no debate.
The only thing that matters is the happiness you have.
Guess not to be.
Guess not to be, you and me.
By Syrbastyian Vzampfyier
Poem: You Would Know
" You Would Know "
How long have we been friends.
I know it has been for quite some time.
Where and how did it begin.
I have loved you so much before.
Now my heart is finding you again.
I see you in the morning.
See your smile each night.
Sometimes I die to tell you.
These words in my heart, these words inside.
You would know if you looked into my eyes.
This secret of my heart I keep inside.
You would know if you looked into my eyes.
I have fallen in love with you.
It is harder to fight the warm autumn breeze blowing over our spirits tonight.
Sorry this had to happen.
I did not plan it this way.
Your everything to live for.
Happiness shines through me when I see your glowing face at night.
Forgive this foolish heart.
Forgive the words I said.
I did not mean to harm only to be open by your side.
I know we will never be together in that kind of way.
I know we will never love together in that special way.
I know these things and I know we will never be.
But the love I have is not this, it is more than I can say.
You would know if you looked into my eyes.
The love I have for you is more than I can describe.
You would know if you looked into my eyes.
I never wanted to be your man, only to be a friend by your side.
By Syrbastyian Vzampfyier